: : : Homesick i wanna go home :( : : :

I'm homesick....
totally homesick! i wanna go back home.
i know it's just an exaggeration to say that I'm missing my home damn much! But the fact that i am. huhuhu
Can't wait to go home... can't wait to see mak and chit chating till late nite. Can't wait to quarrel with my brothers...and really can't wait to provoke adam till he drives us crazy in the house. hehehe


Spending the whole ramadhan in unit** was unhappy for me...as i have to do my assignment, study for tests, entertain the students, marking their reports which make me torture at the same time and etcetra...

fuhhh another few days to go...
knowing my officemate is moving to her new office makes me feel even worse. huhuhu...
I'll be left alone in the office....
She's the best officemate i ever had.....

*off to bed**

: : : an early raya present : : :

While everybody were very busy with their baju raya and kuih raya hunting, me on the other hand was very busy with my 'car hunting'. hehehe...

Alhamdulillah, finally i've owned one

Million thanks to abah for the downpayment (after how many years of pastoring :P)
To noune, u're such a superb in handling all the procedures. Now i know that it's not that easy to apply for bank loan. haha but i believe with all your persuasive skills i found that it's not that hard ...hehe
and of coz to mak, thanks a bunch for making the immediate decision without my acknowledgement :P
your choice will always bee the best for me!
i'm truly happy, somehow in a meantime i wouldnt have the chance to drive it :(
Still have to wait till my raya break, which will be on next Friday ..

Alrite, this is the best part...

and finally ... to my beloved tawfiq, thanks for helping me throughout my ups and downs.
tQ..tQ..tQ~!!!
I guess now on, it's my time to fetch u everyday in front of your hostel. haha. . .

: : : WISHLISTS : : :

My wishlists : (Updated on 30th August)

1. Refrigerator

DONE!!!!

finally dapat jugak beli fridge. though 1 pintu jek..melayang jugak $700++! *sigh* x pelah just take it as an investment :P. At first i wen t to carrefour, for a 175l capacity, i can get it for $669. Somehow, that model dh out of stock, since i insisted for that model, so we headed to seng heng. adalah jugak...215l, tapi kna extra $100 plak. huhuhu nahh i just grabbed it. malas nk pk dah...pk² duit habis gak..huhu hu.

Nowadays, it's very hard when you have to survive by ur own money. takkan nk mintak parents kut, though i know my parents willing to help me if i desperately need something. . But surely bukan untuk my baju² handbag² etc.. hehe
Yeayyy skrg dah boleh masak....complete! ada induction cooker... ada fridge.. toaster pun ada rice cooker... microwave je x de..
I'm so thankful kat my 2nd brother because he's always lucky, everytime ada familyday UMW, he'll be the lucky person to receive the lucky draw :P

Ok, now my next aim would be as follow:

2. Vacuum Cleaner
3. Water Purifier

ada x org yg baik hati nk bagi 2 mende ni ????.. hihihihi.

Just wait and see till i h ave enough money...

Lama x update blog....i've been occupied with my tight schedules. Especially with my masters commitments. Assignment..tests and etc.. :(
Arini x de mood nak study...abah, non and amat came just now to 'visit' me. Yelah, i cannot go back home till raya due to my master classes which have changed to weekends during fasting month. Sabar jelah. memang menguji tahap kesabaran :(
macam zaman kat asrama pulak..huhuhuh

Did i mentioned in my previous blog that i'm gonna update regarding my vacation last time? Ok, here it goes...

PART 1

On the 1st of July, me and my colleagues went to Bandung to visit our bestfriend Zahiah. Apart from that we went to Yogyakarta as well to visit my beloved cousin, Aishah and of course our beloved friend, Syap.
Here are the stories abou t our visit to bandung :

We reached there at about 4pm. Plane plak delayed for 3 hours!! ni lah yg x bestnye air asia..merugikan duit org. :(
At first we planned to straight away jalan2 tapi due to the delay terpakse cancel. Jeyah wait for us there...mmg excited sangat jumpe jeyah sbb rindu sangat2 kat dia... Jeyah brought us to her hostel. Memula sampai mmg all of us shocked bila dengar dia communicate with the taxi driver using bahasa indonesia. fuhhh mantap sungguh. at first kitaorg tercengang then tergelak giller². hahahah... seriously x pa ham, but we managed to adapt with it. Practise kat pasar baru :P
That day we just went to some factory outlet...adalah jugak i bought few stuffs there.. some blouses rasanye..huuu couldn't reemember....

The next day we went to pasar baru... naik angkut....its a van having no door. Bila jalan jam, mmg adalah "pengamen" yang bertenggek kat van tu..main biola, jual air, jual mainan, and surprisingly ada live band!! hahaha...at first mmg scary giller... org² yang naik turun angkut tu mmg seriously scary jgak.. we really take care of our belonging especially our handbags. When we first reached to pasar baru...seriously rambang mata...terlampau banyak barang² telekung², kebaya² and sangat murah!!. Memang best kat sana.. i managed to grab some stuffs, telekung ... my mum pesan beli baju sembahyang.. alhamdulillah jumpe jugak.. and my dad pesan beli songkok lipat. Ni yg paling p ening...tapi dapat lah jugak... Owh not to forget..nenek pesan beli tudung endon yang "kancingnya di belakang :P" ni mmg sangat susah nak carik. Sbb dah outdated...Jeyah told me that she'll bring me to this one boutique selling varieties type of tudung endon... :). I didnt buy so much stuffs... unlike my friends they really shop till they drop! best tengok diorg shopping.. hehehe. Since pasar baru closed at 4pm, so we've decided to go to some factory outlets after our asar prayer... Ada this one factory outlet, RAFFLES selling some branded man's shirt. Ayyub was really looking forward for lacoste.. fuh...finally jumpe jgak.. it's original with unnoticeable defect RM60 je compared to the original price yang almost RM400++. Last time he ordered from me when i went for my europe tour tapi terbesar pulak...so, i passed it to tawfiq.. hihihi. We came back to jeyah's hostel at about 11pm...mmg kaki mcm nak patah dat time... tapi that's not all, still ada lagi intention nak pg pasar baru next day nye...hihihi because some of my friends nak carik barang2 yang diorg tercicir x habis borong...Friday morning, pak setio came and fetch us...so, managed lah visit some places...shopping² lah jugak...hehehe this time jeyah wasn't feeling well, sian dia...dia ada exam...rasa guilty sangat... tp because of us yg all the way came to pay a visit dia sanggup layan us more than her study :( thanks a lot jeyah. We really appreciate your great hospitality throughout our visit...... sayang jeyah so much!!
Petang tu, we've started to pack, sb b nak amik train plak to jogja.. the journey took about 10hours!! fuhhh mcm nak pg uk jer.... huhuh
Experience naik keretapi kat sana mmg x leh lupe...bila ingat balik serik...tapi kelakar pun ada... hahahaha...
Terkontang kanting kitaorg carik which platform to jogja.. when we asked the guard he spoke using his language yg pekat tu mmg masy aAllah x paham langsung... we wished jeyah was here to help us..tapi sadly she couldnt join us sbb dia ada exam :( at 6pm... cian jeyah.....
But alhamdulillah, everythings went well, dapatlah naik keretapi and selamat sampai kat Jogja.....

JOGJA...here we come!!!
next update will be the story of our visit to jogja... courtesy to my cousin for providing us with a great accomodation :)

Thanks jeyah!!!

: : : 24/7 : : :

Lamanye x update kan blog...

I'm extremely busy...

I work 24/7 :(

740 pg keje (class dah start...then skrg tengah busy Build&Break Competition, and i'm the organizing committe. huhu, balik kul 530, 530 siap² pg class kat UPM, balik kul 9, kul 9 dinner smpi 10, kul 10 study smpi kul 12...and sometimes kul 2 pagi!!

but this is not my daily routine...ada lah tuka2 ...kdg2 layan tv jugak haha :P

and ada few nights i was sooo busy with my Fellow activities. Meeting nyee x sudah, and the latest activity was fire drill! huh...

-_-" x cukup rehat...tp no matter what, i love to get myself busy :D

Glad that i managed to have retreat to myself few days before i started with everything.

Went to Bandung & Yogja for few days, will blog about it when i have my me-time :)

till keyboard meets my fingers again ...

:D

: : : and FINALLY : : :

Alhamdulillah ~

Finally . . . .

I received the certificate from Board of Engineer Malaysia (BEM); they endorsed my registration as Graduate Engineer. Now my next target is to earn my PE (Profesional Engineer)

Finally . . . . .

I have registered my Masters in UPM. Master of Structural Engineering and Construction. Good bye to Uniten and say hello to UPM.

(well, i'm still a tutor here in Uniten.. hehe)

Finally . . . . .

I'm juggling with my Tutoring works as i have lotsa laboratory sections to conduct, masters as i have to 'study all over again', and my Residence Fellow works at Ilmu.

InsyaAllah i'll manage my time wisely.

Endless effort and never ever give up!

: : : Tagging game : : :

It's almost 1.30 am and I'm still awake.
No, i'm not gonna write anything about my latest updates.
Been depressed since yesterday when this 'CLEVER' me made a blunder towards my SCORED paper :(
arghhh the whole night and day were just wasted!!

Owhhh it's been a while since my last tagging game...
You have to use one word only to answer the questions. It's not as easy as u might think!
I'm tagging my fellow readers who have the intention to join me.

1. Where is your cell phone? - sofa
2. Your significant other? - parents
3. Your hair? - wavy
4. Your mother? - sporting
5. Your father? - strict
6. Your favorite place? - office
7. Your dream last night? - forgotten
8. Your favorite drink? - skyjuice
9. Your dream/goal? - PhD
10. What room you are in? - adam's
11. Your hobby? - shopping
12. Your fear? - kitten
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? - overseas
14. Where were you last night? - home
15. Something that you aren't? - tall
16. Muffins? - *drooling*
17. Wish list item? - fridge
18. Where you grew up? - KL
19. Last thing you did? - surfing
20. What are you wearing? - tshirt
21. Your TV? - astro
22. Your pet(s)? - nopps!
23. Friends? - busy
24. Your life? - tough
25. Your mood? - swingggg
26. Missing someone? - always
27. Car? - dream
28. Something you're not wearing? - shoes
29. Your favorite store? - watson
30. Your favorite color? - PINK!
33. When is the last time you laughed? - now
34. Last time you cried? - Wednesday
35. Who will resend this? - none
36. One place that I go to over and over? - kitchen
37. One person who emails me regularly? - HOD

HAPPY TRYING!

: : : No, I'm not a G.E.E.K : : :

Me, during my undergraduate time ~

How i missed being a geek! And i'm preparing myself for being a geek again???!.

enjoy the pictures~

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Owh~~ did i miss something? yeah ! and this is another version of a geek!!


But this guy doesn't show that he's a geek. Perhaps a pc game freak??? hmmmmm



p/s: Courtesy to tawfiq for capturing the pictures. :D

: : : SUSAHSUSAHSUSAH : : :

Kenapalah rasa suma benda dalam dunia ni susah???

It's hard when nobody cares, nobody understands, nobody provides you with all the strengths u extremely need!

When you keep everything shut, they think that u're OK!, when you start pampering, they think that u're a spoilt brat, and when you start comparing, it shows that you never be grateful.

T_T

i wanna be in the fairytale ......

"and they live happily ever after"

: : Alhamdulillah : :

Alhamdulillah,

Mak and abah just came back from performing Umrah. Actually abah was having a conference at Syria and Madinah. And the package of the conference offered few days extension for those who want to perform their Umrah.
I received an SMS from mak yesterday, she sounded so happy being there, as a first timer. I'm glad to hear that, as long as i know both are doing fine.

Can't wait for my chance to be there. InsyaAllah ~

: : : R A W : : :

Past experience has taught me to be extra careful in life and made me understand what it supposed to be. I turn to be more careful to make my own decision, more careful to choose the true meaning of friends rather than foe and more careful in everything that i've made. I am still fresh and raw. I need to learn a lot and keep on learning throughout the journey. It's hard to stand by my own feet , somehow, i believe when you have your strong determination, nothing is impossible. Endless effort, continuous improvement and never ever give up will make your dreams come true. I've been through the most painful journey in life, and because of that i achieved my dreams.
I believe in faith, everything that happens, there's a reason behind it.
This is me, from a mere raw person will make changes in my life if i never ever give up! InsyaAllah..

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Btw, enough from babbling. Last week, i spent my whole Saturday at KLCC, frm 10am to 5pm! Enough to make my feet became swallon. huhuhu. And the next day i just stayed at home and did some housekeeping. When i was at KLCC i went to SASA to have a look at any interesting stuffs. Then the salesgirl came nearby and promoting her perfumes. I admit that the perfumes there are slightly cheaper than Isetan or Parkson, since they are duty-free product. I've attracted to Escada's since it's the one and only having fruity scent which is pleasant to my nose. Well, i don't have any intention to get a new one since i'm still having my beloved Issey Miyaki (this is my top listed perfume with flowery scent that is pleasant to my nose as well). The salesgirl keep on convincing me regarding the price and suddenly she changed her topic, "Miss, we have a promotion on Za Eye Mask, it's only RM10 per box the normal price would be RM49.90... i noticed that u're having bad dark circle around your eyes.. i'm sure u're having stressful time during your woking days.. " huh! this is one of the tactic to attract their customer... Then she added "Ohh.. we have another product, the mask is just for repairing.. i think your eyes cannot help anymore...u have to buy this product for maintaining your eyes.. i'm sure you're working all the times in front of the computer" for this time i couldn't tolerate anymore *sigh* this girl really made me pissed off. (However i still bought the Za eye mask :P) . I went to the cashier, pay for the masks and quickly get rid myself from that shop. huh.. it was sooo annoying.

p/s : tapi ter-influence gak kat si salesgirl tuh.. :P maybe it's about time to take care of my eyes. i noticed about it as well, but i just don't bother . hahaha

: : *&^%$#@ pening *&^%$#@ : :

Arini pening....

pening pikir masalah dunia... -_-"

haihh~ rasa macam dah susahkan semua orang... i'm sorryyyyyyy semua orang :'(

bila buat calculation, i have to have approximately RM150k just to continue my studies abroad!!

Tu baru tuition fees, belum lg accomodation, makan..minum...buku², duit public transport? kat UK tube dia mahal ~

Well, i'm not the only child in my family...

I have another 3 younger brothers who are still need money for their studies..or perhaps DEMAND for money???. huuuuu~

Being the only daughter is not easy. Your parents tend to be extremely-protective!

* X boleh keluar malam sorang²..bahaya... nanti takut ada org ikut~ (ayat my mum since i was little, sampai sekarang..)

* X boleh bawak kereta kat highway... bahaya jugak....

* X boleh pg outstation jauh²... unless uniten provide kan bus..huhu

* X boleh tu...tak boleh ni....

Yet, i'm so grateful to have them. I am who i am now..

hmmmm....

sambung pikir......

Time ni rasa macam best jek... sbb x pikir langsung masalah!! Missed the old good times with my friends. *sigh*

: : Da Lane Et Memoria : :

While i'm browsing through the Uniten Intranet to find some stuff for CE Monthly Report.. suddenly i found a folder written "Convocation 2008"

I quickly clicked the folder and it contains all of the pictures during my convocation. Tersentuhnyee bila ingat balik zaman convo! Ada lah few of my pictures terselit kat situ.. hehehe
My sacrification for 5 years (including the foundation year) just for a scroll of Degree. For that, i thanked Allah for providing me a great patience towards it. Alhamdulillah ~

Shuhairy, Siti Aliyyah, Steven & Syafriyal. We were among the 'S' people.

Class of 2004-2008

: : Kuala Kangsar : :

Just came back from my 3-days holiday at Kuala Kangsar, to visit my younger brothers, Adam and Amad who are studying in MCKK.

I'm sooo tired. Will update about it later ~

p/s: my dad and anas will be coming back from Rome real soon. Wonder how anas had his own sweet times in Rome for a week! I wish i could join them :'(

: : speechless : :

Last week I went to my childhood friend’s wedding. Both my friend and her younger brother were married on the similar day. Their parents are actually my parents’ colleague back in Leeds. The wedding went off smoothly, and the foods served were just nice. After we (mak and I) had our lunch, we went to see the bride and congratulate her. At the age of 27 she becomes a wife to her husband, by matched marriage. We went to see her mother as well, and let her know that we decided to go back. However, something not-so-nice happened! The mother asked me..

“So, when’s yours? Buat lah doa banyak-banyak….” She sounded so mean during that time
What does she mean by that?

My negative P.O.V

- Ko dah tua tu…x sedar² lg ke?? Well, at least I’m still 24 years old. Your daughter got married at the age of 27. So, what’s the big deal?
- Buat doa banyak-banyak sbb ko x laku…mintak dipertemukan jodoh secepat mungkin.. *sigh*

My positive P.O.V

- “So, when’s yours? Buat lah doa banyak-banyak….” maybe this is just an unintentional conversation, without realizing she’s into the sensitive issue.
- Just to remind me, so that I keep on praying to Allah, dipertemukan dgn jodoh yg sesuai, direstui, soleh ..and etc.

I accept her question positively .

Asking people “when are you going to get married” is really S.E.N.S.I.T.I.V.E and S.I.L.L.Y. Of coz every people in this world wants to get married. Who doesn’t? It's a matter of time, money, preparations, and commitments ..well I guessed more that I’ve listed.When the girl is approaching 30s.. Please don’t ask them this kind of question. You might or might not hurt them. For me, I hate to hear this, and I won’t ask people when they are going to get married…at least I’m 24, how about if I’ve already 28, and still being single? Please be considerate, we are just human being, yupps we tend to do mistakes, but THINK before you ask.

: : 13th April 2009 : :

Happy 3rd Anniversary !!

Fast forward, we've been flying for three years . . .

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Happy 24th Birthday to my beloved friend, Sall.

: : Get up and stand still, Alya : :

I feel so empty these lately, inside and outside. I don't know what am i doing 'here'. Sometimes i feel that i don't belong to this place. The place that taught me the meaning of life & being independent 5 years back. Again, i'm really empty inside and outside. I've been gifted with so much opportunities where there were few people are dying to have one as well or, to be me. I thanked Allah for all the rezeki that he has given to me. I'm happy yet I am still sad. Day and night I've been reciting the Quran and prays to Allah for giving me strength to stand by my own feet, for giving me companion so that i won't feel lonely, for giving me guidance & knowledge and the most important thing, being His khaleefah & adhering to all His regulations.

I felt down everytime i try to get up and stand still. In fact, i crawled everytime i try to run.

No one would help me, except for myself! I'm not sure whether i've already chosen the right path, or the other way around. I tried to make my parents pround of me and trying harder for the sake of seeing them happy. I'm dreaming of being a good daughter to my parents, securing a great position as an academician with all the qualifications required. I've already had my Degree, and now i'm juggling between works and Masters. *sigh*

To be frank, i H.A.T.E. doing my Masters here. If i quit, i'm a looser but if i keep on continue with it i'm in so much pain & miserable. I am being positive and that's the reason why i'm still here, trying harder to get up and stand still.

p/s: I'm looking forward for the IELTS exams.

: : works and more works and more² WORKS! : :

Sigh....

Today, all day long i feel soooo sleepy. I'm quite occupied with my schedule.. though there's no more tutorial classes to conduct, since the students are now having their Final Semester Exam up till early April i guess. I've to invigilate few subjects. The first one will be on the 25th of March (Power Distribution Engineering) and the following subject will be on the 30th of March (Circuit 1).

Lamanyeee tak update blog. without realizing March has almost came to the end. huhu. There were a lot of things happened in the month of March. I tried to find at least some spaces to squeeze for posting some entries about those events, tp as usual the mood of blogging / writing is still not there. And i ended up to exit from the screen and browsing through other ppl's blog. hihi...

well we starts with the begining of March.

On the 28th of February, i went to Uniten Muadzam to accompany CE-ME Contingent for Kejohanan Sukan Mahasiswa (KSM). That was the first time i wnt tu Muadzam. We travelled at 4am in the morning and reached there at 8am (Luckily Anas wasn't asleep yet because none of us know the direction to Muadzam. All the way i kept on calling him for the directions) I was sooo sleepy but i know i've to be the co-pilot for Shuhairy since he's the driver. Najib was there as well and Hajar, one of the Contingent. Muadzam is just a small town, nothing interesting there. And i'm sure students in Muadzam can get full concentration towards their studies since they don't really get influence by any entertainments. Unlike Uniten Bangi.. surrounded by shopping complex, cinemas, located nearby the centre of KL and etc². Poor them, anyhow to me the more reasons for the students to score! :D. CE-ME Contingent won some of the games during the phase 1. Congrats guys!

Two weeks later which was on the 13th of March i had to go to Kem NADI, Sungkai for the Internalizing Core Values Program. I was representing Civil Department for the programme and been into the Intergrity Group. The program took about 3 days. The entire of the program i was having an exciting moment. I met new friends and it was a great oppurtinity for me to know some of Uniten Staffs from each department. Finance, HR, Marketing, IKAL, ITMS, COE, COIT, PPH, Keselamatan, and etc².

On the 22nd of March we had or KUSESS mini gathering when a friend of mine got married to another of a friend of mine!. heheh. almost 10 years of relationships and they finally tied the knot. Congratulations to Boon & Aween. Both were my classmates back in KUSESS. Hope their marriage last forever, may Allah bless u with kids & grant you with happiness living as husband & wife.. InsyaAllah.
I met almost all of my friends.. especially my besties!! Sall, Atoi, Pypy, Ain (dear, last time we met when we both sitting for our SPM, is it??), Wanie, and our far away friend~ Cik Yam!. I met few of my colleagues back in 5 Permata as well, Nadhilah, Kutimonku! & A'an.. how i missed u guys sooo very much!!
The wedding was held at one of the hall at UM, we reached there at 11.30am (guess what, we were among the first!), and we went back at almost 3.30pm, after the photo session. Just after the wedding, we went straight to Alamanda for having our "WE Time!!" - Karaoke. I really had my most enjoyable time with my friends just after we left KUSESS. We recalled lots of memories & histories .. come to think about it, how i hate KUSESS so much during my schooling time, and it ended up to be one of the best present in my life!

p/s: Pics will be uploading sooooonnnnn

: : Solat 5 waktu! : :

As a reminder to me and my fellow friends....

Orang Yang Tidak Melakukan Solat:

Subuh : Dijauhkan cahaya muka yang bersinar..

Zohor : Tidak diberikan berkat dalam rezekinya. .

Asar : Dijauhkan dari kesihatan/kekuatan..

Maghrib : Tidak diberi santunan oleh anak-anaknya .

Isya' : Dijauhkan kedamaian dalam tidurnya..

: : Malcolm In The Middle : :

My military life started when i was in my secondary school. "KUSESS" to be shortformed or Kuala Selangor Science Secondary School to be exact. Being 5 years in that school i have to sacrifice my real life. Meaning no more TV for me... *sigh*. When people asked u, "What is your favorite TV series?" my answer would be " Malcolm!!! " without any hesitation. Yupps, Malcolm In The Middle, evergreen and everlasting in my heart :D.

Unfortunately, due to my commitment as a student (being in boarding school) i don't have the chance to follow this series. I could managed to watch it during school holidays. Somehow, i tend to forget about it (as i make full use of home, going out here&there and etc). Just after my school life has ended, there was another big commitment ahead of me. Being an undergraduate at UNITEN meaning another 5 years of sacrification again! Though i've the chance to watch TV during that time, anyhow my sense of guiltiness were killing me. No, i'm not a geek but i did study hard to achieve what i want. :D

10 years i've been waiting & looking forward for this tv series, surprisingly, i managed to get all the series starting from the first season till the last season. Yeayy! A bunch of thanks to a friend of mine who managed to collect these series. Come to think abt it, i don't know when exactly i'm going to watch the series. I'm quite occupied with my work load.

Hmmmmm.....

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: : S.E.M.A.N.G.A.T : :

Something happened, which really makes me happy today.

Gotta work extra hard in order for me to be "papa's" daughter.

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It has been a long time since i last updated my blog.

*sigh*, i have tonnes of work need to be done. Marking test papers, classes need to be conducted, report, function to attend, settling with my claims, what else? hmmm... and of course progressing my master work! Alhamdulillah, as for now i'm progressing well though a bit delayed than usual. I just have to work really extra hard and pray to Allah, mintak dipermudahkan segala urusan ku di dunia ini, dan juga di akhirat kelak.

Enough talking about work......

My officemate has just came back after a long break (due to an operation). I never seen her before, until last week. She's really nice and help me a lot with my new job. So far, we can cope well, understand each other, we shared stories, and easy to communicate with.

Alhamdulillah, i'm more than happy now, and it makes me more S.E.M.A.N.G.A.T to manage myself and handling my commitments.