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Assalammualaikum peeps ~

Welcome back again. Just a little update on myself :

Just received my unconditional offer letter from Imperial, together with my CAS number for my visa application.

Finally i've settled with my borang nikah application. What a hassle! Unfortunately there are no any pak imam/jurunikah at Masjid Klang Gate which i'm supposed to nikah there. The previous pak imam has retired and it scheduled a bit early than it supposed to be due to health problem. As an alternative, i have to choose another neighbourhood mosque, which is Masjid Hidayah. InsyaAllah my solemnization ceremony will be there ~

Wedding preparations???? hmmm... i can say 70% settled.

As of my carrier matters, I have just been appointed as a lecturer last september. So far so good, students are so enthusiastic! hahaha....

hmmm dat's all about myself. Will blog again later when i have time.

: : : My Current Obsession : : :

With a very single click on the button, I can have ~

a focus picture with a blurry background

a dramatic scenary

and another dramatic effects ~ owh how i love the sky & the cloud. I'm gonna need more improvement on this :D

And the best among all, flawless potrait. This is what i have been dreaming of :)

: : : AIDILFITRI : : :

I know...I know...

Raya almost comes to the end... hope it is still not too late for me to wish everybody " Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin"

On another little note ...

I AM ENGAGED. on the 5th of Syawal

....to one of the most wonderful man in my life ~ Ahmad Tawfiq. It was a very last minute planned by my family. Alhamdulillah the small ceremony proceed smoothly. May all goes well till the day we tie the knot :D InsyaAllah. Pictures will come later ... till keyboard meets my fingers again.

: : : The end of Ramadhan Al Mubarak : : :

Assalamualaikum & Salam Ramadhan too Muslims in the world.

It has been a while since i left my blogsphere ~ There's no reason behind it. It's just that I don't have any ideas about what to write about. Hmmm... ok today is 26th of Ramadhan and we left about few more days to go before Eid Celebration. Hari Raya.... i'm loving it!! But before that, have you equipped yourself with all the amal ibadah in this blessing month of Allah S.W.T? And, seek forgiveness to improve your relationship with Allah Azzawajalla..

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Alright ~I just don't know where to start and how to start it. Ok, let's recapped about my previous post where i did mention about my IELTS exam. Reason why I need to take this exam because I received a loan from MARA to pursue my PhD in UK. After all the stages I have gone through, Alhamdulillah I managed to get it. Allah mercy, i believe in all the rezeki. Part of the requirement is to get a placing in one of the the top ranking universities in the world. The moment i received the letter from MARA, I immediately hunting for my potential supervisors. My first choice was Sheffield University, followed by Bristol University. Never would I imagine to try for Imperial College London. For me, it's impossible, but afraid aside, I just give it a try :). Alhamdulillah, the potential supervisor from Imperial was the first one who has positively responded to my email. The best part was he happens to be my lecturer's supervisor during her PhD. What a small world ~

After done with all the applications and etc, my potential joint supervisors conducted an interview via phone to get to know me. The interview went off smoothly though I was trapped with their killer questions :'( . Frankly speaking, getting a placing is not an easy business from supervisor hunting, get your referees to support you application, proposal preparation, these and that owh i can still feel the hassle. But it's ok, this is my challenge to endure before facing another 'big' challenges ahead. For now, i just need to wait for the official offer letter by Imperial to proceed any further.

I wrote this because i don't want to erase the memories. I want these memories to remain fresh in my mind whenever I bump to this post. There's no any other intentions except for the benefits of myself in the future. :)

Till keyboard meets my fingers again (^-^)

: : Long HIATUS : :

Assalamualaikum,

Sorry readers for a long hiatus. Reason being, indescribeable. Too many ups and downs beyond the journey of my life.

Alhamdulillah i have successfully completed my MSc; Masters in Structural Engineering & Constructions. No words can express this happiness and I'm so thankful and praise to Allah S.W.T for giving me the strength and determination in order to achieve my masters. What people see is totally different from what i experienced it myself. Yups everybody has a unique experience throughout their journey to success. Mom has always been my number one supporter though not technically, but emotionally. Meanwhile, abah has tought me a lot to be an independent and competitive person. All his words were too painful to swallow whenever i whined facing the hardships. Tawfiq on the other hand, has helped me a lot especially during the beginning of my masters program in which i don't have any transport to commute from UPM-UNITEN. Besides, during my project work at Malaysian Rubber Board, as well as during my thesis write up, he has always been by my side, continuously support and yelling at me when necessary :P. Tears almost falling down when i wrote this. I can't imagine how it would turn out to be without all the special persons in my life. Alhamdulillah ~

Friends called me geek, truly nerd, school freak, psycho and etc.. but deep inside their hearts, they know me very well, and indirectly gave me all the full supports whenever i'm so down and need them to cheer me up. *muacks* i love u girls!!

On another note, too many things happened the moment I completed my MSc. Will blog about it, insyaAllah. Just to update on my latest activity; I'm currently working hard for my IELTS exam which will be somewhere around July. Please pray for me ~

Till fingers meet my keyboard again.

: : My Marvelous Date : :

Salam...

Ni cerita basi... tapi saje nak update sebab baru habis exam. Yeayyyy though not a story with a happy ending but as long as i've finished my exam! Now on, Project here i come!

Ok, back to my main topic, couple of weeks ago.. i went out with my lovely and beloved friends, syap and jeyah! You guys are totally awesome! Time tu baru habis test advanced solid

mechanics..trus bersuka ria. I'm luving it.

We went to Midval and headed to The Gardens for lunch and teabreak.

I don't want to elaborate more...just enjoy the pics! :)

@TGI Fridays : I had Fried Mac and Cheese for my lunch :)

With Syap in front of Alexis

From left ; Me, Jeyah and Syap

Me!! with my Mixed Fruits Meringue

Last but not least ~

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Gamba last skali... my mixed fruits meringue.. so yummy and i'm looking forward to have it again!

: : Exam M.O.D.E : :

My final exam is just around the corner and i have 2 papers for this semester. Advanced Solid Mechanics will be on the 13th Nov and and Structural Dynamics will be a day after Raya Qurban, 18th Nov. I feel a bit relief, at least i have some gap to revise STRUGGLE for the following subject.

Unfortunately......




I still have 2 overdueeeeeee assignments.
At this moment all i need are just extra hands and brains.
*Exhausted* currently the true word to define me.

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: : I wish to hug them again : :

Mak and abah have already gone to perform their Hajj. Alhamdulillah tahun ini meraka dapat menjadi tetamu Allah. Syukur ke hadrat ilahi... Terima kasih Allah sekali lagi ...

And for the first time after more than 15 years.... i managed to hug my mother, that was just before she left... after Amad, my younger brother recited the azan and doa in front of our house. I couldn't manage to control my sadness..and i cried, that was for sure.

Mak and abah...

Semoga perjalanan Hajimu diredhai, dipermudahkan dan semoga sihat tubuh badan sepanjang mengerjakan ibadat haji...

Doa anakmu sentiasa berada di sisi mak and abah....

Dan akhir sekali, semoga mendapat haji mabrur...

Amin......

: : : Lovey Dovey : : :

Yeayyyyyy !!!!!!!! ~


finally i've found my new layout for my beloved yet dull blog.
Sorry readers works and studies keep me occupied 24/7...

I will update more stories once i have my own sweet times...
Too many things to write, unfortunately i have to make full use of my times..
InsyaAllah... one day, will do ~

okiess...till keyboard meets my fingers again.

Salam ~

: : : Salam Aidilfitri : : :

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri . . .

From Aliyyah & Family

: : : Assalammualaikum : : :

Assalammualaikum....

Last entry was on the 13th of April 2010.It's been about 5 months i didnt post anything in my blog. I'm not a good writer nor a frequent blogger.. somehow whenever the ideas come i threw them off.

Today is the last day of Ramadhan and the end of fasting month. Alhamdulillah dapatlah jugak puasa banyak compared to the previous years. Will be celebrating my raya at home and after Friday prayer we will drive back to kampung. Did i say 'we? 'heh ~ my brothers will drive us back.

Selamat Hari Raya to all my beloved family and friends... and of course too all Muslims in the world.

Mohon maaf zahir & batin.

: : : Happy Anniversary : : :

The moment that i have been waiting for ~

** Happy 4th Anniversary to both of us **

: : : random talk: : :

Most of my friends are getting married soon...

The most recent one which the wedding will be this week is Eazy..

and then Zihan, coming soon will be Wani's and Pa'ie's...

They are all my friends back in Kusess, Uni*en and my Uni*en's colleague...

Congratulation to all of u guys.. you are almost approaching the new phase of life :)

Me, on the other hand, is too busy with my work commitments and definitely my master!

My promise to mak was to get my master done first before i get married :)

InsyaAllah ~ please pray for me...

hmm..

Now i'm worried...

How am i going to crack the news to abah when the time comes??

*&^%$#$%^&*(*&^%

hmmmm ~

These lately everything become so sensitive to him...i wonder why ~

*sigh~*

: : : NO harm done & NO hurt feeling : :

My colleague and i were having a short discussion in front of the meeting room. Suddenly there was a question pop out from Kak He*da to Mr S*va...

"How old are you Mr S*va???"

"I'm 42yr old..."

Since we heard the conversation between them..we were like freaking shocked since Mr S*va looks like an early 30-ties man. I wonder how lucky he is ~

Then Dr. Ba*har came.. and interrupt us. We asked him whether did he know that Mr S*va is older than him.. he replied 'yes'. He continued by saying ... "You can judge people's age by looking at the wrinkles developed around their eyes.."

I told Dr Ba*har....

"Dr, i have lotsa wrinkles around my eyes.. but i'm only 25!! (amongst the youngest in Civil Family)" trying to oppose the statement

He replied " Well Aliyyah, in that case u have to get MARRIED faster."

all of us laughed and get back to work...

:)

No harm done.. nor hurt feeling... he's just being sincere..

: : : Love Letter : : :

From him to her....

Sunday, April 6, 2008

i arrived at my home around 5.30 pm. raining all the way, as if telling me not to leave her behind. but what can i do? i cant possibly stay in u**ten the whole sem break!!She helped me packed all my things inside my car. we had our last lunch together earlier, at u*ten, which only have 1 kedai opened . . .

:-(
sorry for having to leave you behind, if i could, i'd stay & accompany you. don't cry, it makes my aching heart ache ever violently. no matter how far i am, you'd always be near my heart & i to ur heart.
so AyA, be strong . . . look straight up & smile, for i'll be there, in front of you, in your future . . . keep walking . . . and the 3 month will be over before you know it!!


From her to him

Monday, April 7, 2008

U made me all teary the moment i read through ur last post. i'm sorry i think i'm strong to face it all alone, but the fact that i'm not. i can't even think of it...dat can make me cry...cry and cry...
i hate being away from u...although before this we've been away for quite long time but not at this time.... you leave me behind when i CAN'T even stand by my own feet.. you are far away when i need u so badly dear. . .

yes! i'm happy when i heard that u reached home safely. your home sweet home...
however i'm really sad when i know that starting from the moment u're not here, i've to be independent and i've to be STRONG as u always remind me ...

FiQ, if i could turn back times, i want to spent every second with u by my side.
Sorry for letting u caught under the sun waiting for me just now..that was my fault and again, i'm sorry...

I just hope that 3 months break isn't too long for me, to continue my own journey without u .

Back in 2008, when i was unofficially graduated and during my thesis write-up

: : : HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH : : :

Happy birthday abah ~

sweet 57? hehehe

abah is now in India for some work purpose....

hopefully he remembers that today is his birthday...

: : : Happy Birthday Mak . . . : : :

The thousands of things you did for me
that helped make me happier,
stronger and wiser,
because I had you as a role model.

I'm grateful for all the times
you healed my hurts
and calmed my fears,
so that I could face the world
feeling safe and secure.

I'm thankful for all you showed me
about how to love and give
lessons that now bring
so many blessings to me
each and every day.

Your sacrifices and unselfishness
did not go unnoticed, Mom.
I admire you, I respect you,
I love you.
And I'm so glad you're my mother!

HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY MAK~

: : : tension plak.. : : :

Assalammualaikum....

hmmmm tetiba rasa tension...while marking my students lab report.

almost 40% of the students (total of 90 students) COPY AND PASTE from the previous semester students!!Well, like i don't know...i'm still keeping all the previous sems' reports.

Geramnyeeee....

kenapa attitude budak2 zaman sekarang ni sangat lain if compared to my time??

Seriously i never ever or in other words i dont have any intention to copy and paste...although dah overdue...or almost reaching to the dateline..sanggup sekang mata day and nite siapkan jugak..

and proudly said, all my lab reports were solely from my hard work.

hishhhh hilang pulak mood :(

*off to UPM for my Finite Elemnt class *

: : : 2010 : : :

Assalammualaikum...

Selamat datang 2010...


A new year..new beginning and new resolution...


My journey as a master student continues...and for this semester i'm praying for better results...InsyaAllah....as long as i keep on struggling and never give up.



May ive been surrounded with kind peoples, more friends and nice students too
:)

p/s : just watched Alvin and Chipmunks 2...they're soooo cute!

: : : Can i predict future?? : : :

I know some of you may think that i'm crazy for posting a nonsense topic.

But this lately i got this feeling...a feeling that whatever come across my mind..it will suddenly happens in front of me....

Sounds crazy aite?

Well i'm not sure whether its a norm to everybody or it's just me, feeling this way.