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From him to her....

Sunday, April 6, 2008

i arrived at my home around 5.30 pm. raining all the way, as if telling me not to leave her behind. but what can i do? i cant possibly stay in u**ten the whole sem break!!She helped me packed all my things inside my car. we had our last lunch together earlier, at u*ten, which only have 1 kedai opened . . .

:-(
sorry for having to leave you behind, if i could, i'd stay & accompany you. don't cry, it makes my aching heart ache ever violently. no matter how far i am, you'd always be near my heart & i to ur heart.
so AyA, be strong . . . look straight up & smile, for i'll be there, in front of you, in your future . . . keep walking . . . and the 3 month will be over before you know it!!


From her to him

Monday, April 7, 2008

U made me all teary the moment i read through ur last post. i'm sorry i think i'm strong to face it all alone, but the fact that i'm not. i can't even think of it...dat can make me cry...cry and cry...
i hate being away from u...although before this we've been away for quite long time but not at this time.... you leave me behind when i CAN'T even stand by my own feet.. you are far away when i need u so badly dear. . .

yes! i'm happy when i heard that u reached home safely. your home sweet home...
however i'm really sad when i know that starting from the moment u're not here, i've to be independent and i've to be STRONG as u always remind me ...

FiQ, if i could turn back times, i want to spent every second with u by my side.
Sorry for letting u caught under the sun waiting for me just now..that was my fault and again, i'm sorry...

I just hope that 3 months break isn't too long for me, to continue my own journey without u .

Back in 2008, when i was unofficially graduated and during my thesis write-up